he got a great charge on it
Aug. 9th, 2025 07:02 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
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Weekly proof of life: reading + foodstuffs
Aug. 9th, 2025 03:23 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
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Yesterday I finished The Hands of the Emperor, which I think I read some of every day and still took me something like a week and a half even though I continued to really enjoy it all the way through. (I did find myself wishing that some of the emotional arc with Kip and his family had been shorter; [ROT13] uvf pbzcyvpngrq srryvatf nobhg uvf snzvyl abg ng nyy tenfcvat jub ur jnf be jung ur npghnyyl qvq jrer inyvq, ohg gung jnf n YBG bs cntrf qribgrq gb znal vafgnaprf va n ebj bs ehaavat vagb lrg nabgure crefba jub qvqa'g trg vg naq jnf qvfzvffvir be vafhygvat, be fbzrbar jub QVQ xabj jub ur jnf naq univat na vagrenpgvba, naq va rvgure pnfr gurer jnf gura lrg nabgure yratgul qryvirel bs rkcynangvba, naq vg jnf whfg...n ybg.
After finishing that last night, I completely at random started reading We'll Prescribe You a Cat (Syou Ishida), about which I have no particular feelings at this time.
Eating/baking: ( fruit, baking, salad (HelloFresh), sadness about still not liking tomatoes )
August 9, 2025
Aug. 9th, 2025 12:04 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
I am, but it was little before my time.
Room With a View
Aug. 9th, 2025 11:31 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Merchant and Ivory really knew what they were doing, huh? It was and remains an absolutely beautiful film. I mean, I'm sure you could just stick a camera on a roof in Florence and get some pretty images, but everything here is so beautifully composed and edited. It has to be: the story doesn't work if you aren't overwhelmed by Italy's beauty. The performances are also great, of course. I'd forgotten how funny this movie is, but it really is full of laugh-out loud moments, both heavy-handed (the pond scene...) and more subtle (Maggie Smith's supposedly delicate but incredibly obvious manipulations).
The only thing I don't particularly like would probably be hard to resolve. As an adaptation of Forster's novel, it is excellent; the humour comes through more clearly and the use of music as an analogy for Lucy's inner state is easier to understand. However, because we don't see Lucy's interior world in the same way we do as a novel, parts of it fall flat. This is supposed to be a story of her discovering her inner desires, shaping her aesthetic and philosophical views, but in the film she comes across as overly influenced by George rather than truly coming into her own.
The Crossing of Ships through fannish time and space... (dear author letter)
Aug. 8th, 2025 06:41 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Likes
Dislikes
( here, there, and everywhere )
If none of my ideas work for you, dear author, please just write the duo we matched upon and it will be fine.
ficathons
Aug. 8th, 2025 06:12 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
My requestor has left me no prompts, which is sometimes worse than 'prompts I can't write'.
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19th September - Ships Crossing
If I can get the sign up in before they close. My nominations have yet to be accepted. (In fairness, I only did them half an hour ago.)
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I didn't sign up for the sedoretu exchange this year, I was deep in the weeds of life at the time and simply couldn't get the energy to sign up, let alone write a story.
It's Thursday
Aug. 7th, 2025 03:45 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Everything has felt like a lot lately and I'm not sure how to deal with it. Social interactions seem to take so much effort, my to-do list seems forever long, I have so many things I *want* to do, but I seem to have no energy for anything. I'm finding it hard to budget my time appropriately and switch from one task to another, even if I'm switching between two fun things. I'm not sure where to go from here, but it feels like I need to figure out something, because the status quo is not super great.
Hopefully in the next few days I will have a bit of energy for the small things and everything else will find a way to sort itself out. I hope you all are doing well, talk to you again soon! <3
it's 8:20pm and I just want to go to bed
Aug. 7th, 2025 08:20 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
I tried to throw a party this evening. Only a couple of days notice. I suspect that most people didn't see the invitation (fb sucks at timeliness), and the other half weren't able to come at such short notice.
Mind you, even with notice, a lot of people don't bestir themselves to come along.
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It was a pretty good birthday. Nothing dire or terrible, at least. A day of work, and bible study at the end, and one of the bible study leaders made cupcakes, so I got a candle stuck in mine and everyone sang happy birthday.
I made a cake. Red velvet with ermine buttercream. I haven't really had a chance to eat it yet. I'm gearing up the courage to invite people around on Saturday night for post-dinner cake.
Anyway, I'm kind of tired, like I said. I've just calculated my mobile phone costs, because I use the phone for some work stuff, and other than that, I think it's health, any expenses (purchases of technology), and donations.
And then my accountant can tear her hair because I haven't put in the things she really wants and it will involve chasing me to get back to her...
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Day off tomorrow - cousin's wedding. On a Friday. With family. And we're staying in the area (other side of Sydney) for the night, both the twins and I.
Have to speak to the neighbours about feeding the cats and checking the chooks.
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Hm. Getting a bit of a headache. I wonder if it was the el cheapo dumplings we had for dinner...
Irregular Listening Post
Aug. 7th, 2025 07:18 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
I like this song and was amused by Mal and Tuck discussing people taking it too literaly.
The music video is... weird, though. It seems average-good, close-ups on the singer appropriate to the song. But the group choreography is... weird. Perhaps just "niche indie artist can't afford really cutting edge music video"? But am I wrong in thinking that it felt like the choreographer did not know what kind of person Mal is or whose gaze to showcase them for?
I may have to go back and look at some of Mal's older music videos and form Opinions.
TJ Reads (and writes) July 2025
Aug. 6th, 2025 11:44 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Part One: Choose Me (4970 words) by tjs_whatnot
Chapters: 3/4
Fandom: Green Creek Series - T.J. Klune
Rating: Mature
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Mark Bennett/Gordo Livingstone
Characters: Mark Bennett, Gordo Livingstone
Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Blow Jobs
Series: Part 1 of In the End, It All Comes Down to Choice
Summary:
It's about the choices you make, not the ones forced upon you.
--Ravensong

( July 2025 )
[Music] Mariel Buckley - Strange Trip Ahead - Upcoming album
Aug. 6th, 2025 08:12 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Two tracks are up on Bandcamp already, and if this is the vibe for the whole album, then I'm really looking forward to it. It's consistent with her usual style, but new material.
Her sound is unpolished rough-at-the-edges country; it reminds me of the stuff from the '90s and earlier that I grew up with, except also with a vaguely gay vibe. Very nostalgic without actually being from the period.
slow climb, but quick to descend
Aug. 6th, 2025 08:07 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
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Reading Wednesday!
What I've just finished
So a number of people have been talking about the Dungeon Crawler Carl series, and I thought it was graphic novels, so I checked out a sample on Saturday. It's not comics, it's something called LitRPG, the trappings of which are a little tedious to me, but overall, it is pretty engrossing reading. I've finished the first 4 books of the series (out of 7) and I'm 2/3 of the way through book 5. It is about our eponymous protagonist Carl and his ex-girlfriend's cat, Princess Donut, surviving a Hunger Games like set up after aliens invade earth. ( spoilers )
What I'm reading now
Book 5, The Butcher's Masquerade. So far I find the setting more compelling than the last 2 books (though the train book was my least favorite in terms of settings) and I'm wondering how the rest of the book is going to go!
What I'm reading next
The last(?) 2 books in the series! I don't know for certain if #7 is the last book and I haven't wanted to google because I don't want to be spoiled. The series has taken some interesting turns I wasn't expecting and I enjoy that when it happens. Hopefully they can stick the landing!
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Aug. 6th, 2025 07:11 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
After a day in which I received yet another depressing work email, I tried to give my brain some happy chemicals by watching Local Hero (1983) and live-texting roaratorio about it. This is a delightfully weird little movie, in which Peter Capaldi is a BABY and has several extra limbs when he runs, everyone's hair is VERY fluffye and they all wear beautiful tweed, the Scottish landscape is beautiful, and the conclusion is an anticapitalist fairy tale. I enjoyed myself thoroughly. (My brain is still pretty unhappy, but there's only so much a two-hour movie can do against the hellscape we currently live in.)
I have successfully killed my first spotted lanternfly and am rewarding myself with the last of the blueberries I picked last weekend. Blueberrying with a three-year-old is an excellent experience, do recommend. Both of us had a great time. (Did his mom have a great time? She says so and I'm choosing to believe her.)
Today I was woman enough to take myself to the garden after work and I was thusly rewarded with the cosmos, finally blooming. I do think I should give up the other garden plot; it's expensive and I just don't go there enough to keep the plants happy. (But the raspberry patch! my heart wails. Self, you missed the raspberry season entirely.)